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Messages and Trips to the Park at 2am (Rus×ame? AU)
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Ongoing, First published Dec 09, 2022
This fic is currently in a rough patch rn, sorry i just don't know what to do

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America is a normal high school student. He mostly just tries to get on with life, despite how already stressful it is. His family life is good, he's come to terms with his identity, everything should be good. There's still something wrong and he can't decipher what it could be. Until meeting him.

Russia is much like America: he wants to get on with life. But, his past trauma surrounding his father still follow him. He finds himself getting worst and worst with each passing day, he doesn't know how to stop it. He just wants his father out of his goddamn life. He coped in a numerous amounts of destructive ways, but it changed when he met someone.

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Warnings:

- Themes around LGBTQ+ Issues (Gender dysphoria, homophobia, etc.)

- Mental issues (dissociation, anxiety, depression, PTSD, etc.)

(Unserious)
- Shipping (possible rusame, maybe I'll add some others?)

- Cringe, this book is straight out of 2020

(I am really sorry for Russia's positive portrayal in this AU. I do not support the government, but I want to continue writing this fic. You might not even want to forgive me for writing him like this, but it's ok, I'm cool with that.)
Now that the entire fucking world is going to even more shit, I'm hating this fic more and more. I hate how I have been portraying everyone in this AU, I despise how "relatable" I made them, I hate them so goddamn much but it's too late to do anything.
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