This fic is currently in a rough patch rn, sorry i just don't know what to do
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America is a normal high school student. He mostly just tries to get on with life, despite how already stressful it is. His family life is good, he's come to terms with his identity, everything should be good. There's still something wrong and he can't decipher what it could be. Until meeting him.
Russia is much like America: he wants to get on with life. But, his past trauma surrounding his father still follow him. He finds himself getting worst and worst with each passing day, he doesn't know how to stop it. He just wants his father out of his goddamn life. He coped in a numerous amounts of destructive ways, but it changed when he met someone.
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Warnings:
- Themes around LGBTQ+ Issues (Gender dysphoria, homophobia, etc.)
- Mental issues (dissociation, anxiety, depression, PTSD, etc.)
(Unserious)
- Shipping (possible rusame, maybe I'll add some others?)
- Cringe, this book is straight out of 2020
(I am really sorry for Russia's positive portrayal in this AU. I do not support the government, but I want to continue writing this fic. You might not even want to forgive me for writing him like this, but it's ok, I'm cool with that.)
Now that the entire fucking world is going to even more shit, I'm hating this fic more and more. I hate how I have been portraying everyone in this AU, I despise how "relatable" I made them, I hate them so goddamn much but it's too late to do anything.
[IF YOU DON'T KNOW THIS FANFIC IS DISCONTINUED]
(Was drafted but republished for comparison to the upcoming rewritten version)
Warning: Coming from a person who has grown up and changed, this is genuinely cringy. I wrote this as a middle schooler who did not know any better. Just a heads up.
Its probably bad... this is my first time i wrote a fanfic and I have no experience in writing. (Btw no smut/lemons sorry its my first and I wanna start off with something simple so only fluff) Btw there might be (idk) some angst but still again this might not be good  ̄▽ ̄
Russia just moved into a new neighborhood and will soon attend CH Highschool. There he meets a person, America and he just makes Russia feel a feeling he never felt before... He never really liked people other than his family. But Russia has only one thing in his way... Japan. What will he do to win America's heart? Will he be able to? Or... will Japan win?