Forever The truth

Agonizing

Painful

Excruciating

Those were the only things I felt at that moment.

"Pain is temporary, quitting is forever"

I know.

I sat down on my old carpet that has lived longer than I have and longer than I ever will.

I could feel the past and the future running through my veins as my hands ruffled the soft material. Past. Present. Future.

Such simple words yet they hold extraordinary meanings. I've experienced the past. I've experienced the present. Never the future.

I looked around feeling a sense of longing. Longing to feel anything other than this.
Soon.
I hear a slight buzzing in my ears, it makes my head spin. In circles. I can't think straight.
I turned off my phone to stop me from going crazy.

Oh wait, too late.

Of course,

I thought

Why do they care about me now?

Why not then,

But it's too late.

It's too Late.

He always said that,
"Don't do your homework now it's too late"
"Don't go to sleep now it's to late"

For once I wish he would say the opposite.

I wished he would hold me in my arms like he used to and say,
"It's not to late"

But now it is,

and that's the truth

and it will be forever

Forever

The

Truth.
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