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A girl named Yaoki is a teenager that just moved in another city for that she bought a notebook to write in it as her diary, soon she realized how much she was wrong about people in her school especially the popular girls, what will the girls do to Yaoki? How is gonna end? Check by reading this book feel like you are reading Yaokis diary
WARNING
BOOK CONTAINS
-MENTIONA OF SUICIDE
-BULLYING
-MENTION OF DEPRESSION
-BAD/STRICT PARENTS
-CURSING
THE CREATOR IS NOT RESPONSIBLE FOR ANYTHING THAT HAPPENDS TO THE READER THIS BOOK WAS MADE TO SHOW PEOPLE HOW BULLYING CAN END UP AND HOW MANY PEOPLE STRUGGLE WITH THIS EVERYDAY juli_pl IS NOT MAKING FUN OF ANYONE. THE CREATOR RESPECTS EVERYONE TILL THEY DONT HURT ANYBODY SO PLEASE IF SOMETHIBGS HAPOENDS TO YOU AND YOU START FEELING BAD READING THIS BOOK STOP. YAOKI AND CHARACTERS ARE NOT REAL. THE CREATOR DOES NOT KNOW ANYONE BY THE NAME YAOKI AND ITS JUST A BOOK. BE AWARE. NO HATE. THIS CAN HAPPEND OFC IN REAL LIFE BUT THE CREATOR WASNT INSPIRED BY ANYONE JUST HERSELF. THANK YOU AND ENJOY THE BOOK
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