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PAINT me INSANE.

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I Blink once, Twice but my vision stays blurry... Oh God!! I don't want to die...

My head throbs as i tiredly blink again in an attempt to clearly my vision. Blood gushes from the back of my head, no doubt from the harsh impact i had with the ground.

My body aches in pain, the hole in my belly crying for attention as the bullet in my belly feels like it's going deeper... I don't want to die... Not yet.

"Mel" The mocking voice of the man who did this to me whispers softly and my heart aches... I was so stupid.

"Mel" Hearing the voice again, whispering my name cruelty in a mocking manner, i turn my head, expecting and deliberately ignoring the pain i know that i will feel... Even after everything i still ache to see him... I AM so stupid.

I look around and although I expected it, it hurt more when i see I'm alone... The pain and anger from the realization leaves the physical pain in my body almost unfelt... 

I feel the tears drop down the sides of my face but not a single sound comes out and it's no surprise, i shouted alot before this... My whole life... I was nothing... Noone.

My beaten and bruised body becomes numb as i feel no more pain, I'm free, no more pain... Pure Bliss as i feel myself fading away. 

______________________

Life can be very confusing... 
You'll feel fear, pain, anger...
You'll feel betrayal but to overcome all that is strength...

But the question is what does it mean to surrender, What does 'All be damned' mean when it comes to love??

FIND OUT IN 'PAINT me INSANE'...
_______________________
WARNINGS...
IT IS A SAD STORY...
IT WILL HAVE A HAPPY ENDING BUT MY DEFINITION OF A HAPPY ENDING MIGHT NOT SIT WELL WITH YOU...

OK, IM OUT...All Rights Reserved

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"Stop trying to act like my fiancée because I don't give a damn about you!" His words echoed through the room breaking my remaining hopes - Alizeh (The badass girl) gets tied in an arranged marriage to Zain (The reserved one) but he makes it very clear he wants nothing to do with her while she can't help falling for him. Alizeh X Zain : •Arranged Marriage • Forced Proximity • Grumpy X Sunshine ----------- "Go die!" I shouted "Dying for you is very easy Meri Jaan. I want to live, for you, with you. But if I ever have to live without you again I WILL die." He replied like he meant every word of it. - Dua (the heartbroken girl) comes across Azaan (the playboy) who broke her years ago. Now that they meet again he is determined to get her back but she isn't ready to give him another chance but a truth from the past crushes all their chances. Dua X Azaan • Second Chance • Soulmates • Forbidden Love ---------- "That rich brat-!" I was complaining to my friend when a voice interrupted me from behind "Yes, sweetheart" it was that rich brat winking at me. -Noor (the good girl) meets her perfect match Ahaan (the bad boy) who challenges her in everything. He doesn't care about anyone except her but she cares about everyone except him. Noor X Ahaan • Enemies to lovers • Fake Dating • Good girl X Bad boy ---------- "We are nothing to each other" I said "Yes we are, you're my future girlfriend" he replied flashing his brightest smile. -Shayra (The grumpy sarcastic one) comes across Kabir (The golden retriever). He is the one who can bring light to her darkness. He falls for her but she only pretends to fall. Shayra X Kabir •Reverse Grumpy X Sunshine • Love at First Sight * Office Romance --- The four best friends ( Alizeh, Dua, Noor and Shayra ) meet up after five years at a former classmate's wedding but this wedding turns out to be a life changer for all of them as they come across the Aziz brothers.