PAINT me INSANE.
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Ongoing16m
Last published Tue, Jan 10, 2023
I Blink once, Twice but my vision stays blurry... Oh God!! I don't want to die...
My head throbs as i tiredly blink again in an attempt to clearly my vision. Blood gushes from the back of my head, no doubt from the harsh impact i had with the ground.
My body aches in pain, the hole in my belly crying for attention as the bullet in my belly feels like it's going deeper... I don't want to die... Not yet.
"Mel" The mocking voice of the man who did this to me whispers softly and my heart aches... I was so stupid.
"Mel" Hearing the voice again, whispering my name cruelty in a mocking manner, i turn my head, expecting and deliberately ignoring the pain i know that i will feel... Even after everything i still ache to see him... I AM so stupid.
I look around and although I expected it, it hurt more when i see I'm alone... The pain and anger from the realization leaves the physical pain in my body almost unfelt...
I feel the tears drop down the sides of my face but not a single sound comes out and it's no surprise, i shouted alot before this... My whole life... I was nothing... Noone.
My beaten and bruised body becomes numb as i feel no more pain, I'm free, no more pain... Pure Bliss as i feel myself fading away.
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Life can be very confusing...
You'll feel fear, pain, anger...
You'll feel betrayal but to overcome all that is strength...
But the question is what does it mean to surrender, What does 'All be damned' mean when it comes to love??
FIND OUT IN 'PAINT me INSANE'...
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WARNINGS...
IT IS A SAD STORY...
IT WILL HAVE A HAPPY ENDING BUT MY DEFINITION OF A HAPPY ENDING MIGHT NOT SIT WELL WITH YOU...
OK, IM OUT...
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My hand slaps against my mouth as I try to shut myself up. Don't make too much noise...or he'll hear you. A vehicle's door opens then slams shut. I don't hear footsteps...but as the minutes go by I begin to hear them; the footsteps get louder and louder and louder, matching the sound of my thundering heart. That's when I see his shadow cast over the ditch...over the place where I tried to hide. "Well," he says with a smile in his voice. "I wonder where he could've gone...the footprints stop here...so I wonder if he just...disappeared?" My body begins to tremble. I can feel it now. The pain. I can feel the pain already. He jumps down into the ditch...he stands directly in front of me, with his back facing me. My hand presses harder against my mouth as I try to suppress my whimper, but it's way too late now. But his body tenses up when he hears it. He laughs bitterly as he turns around slowly, and his eyes cut through my camouflage easily. "There you are."
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