he saw blood on his hand, her blood, he didn't wanted to do this but still he did, now she is lying on the ground on puddle of her own blood her eyes open. He killed her, didn't he? Killed the only person who ever cared about him in that hellhole, the only person who treated him like a real person, but what he did? He betrayed her, tore her flesh apart with his own claws. He still remembered that pleading look she had before dying, it still haunts him.