A telling of the personal Journals of Daemon Targaryen. Begining in the year 114 AC, these are the private thoughts of Daemon Targaryen. Here are some snips: "She stormed into the throne room with a sence of porpose and maturity. She is a spitting image of her mother, her beauty overwhelms me. She is nearly woman grown now and my head and cock are in agreement with our desire." "The Crabfeeder will fall and the stepstones will be mine. Viserys is a fool to think I will fail. I will return a King. My prize, will be Rhaenyra." "I should not have done that. I should not have left her. That was wrong and evil even for me. Gods, she will hate me now. I am a fucking fool." "She taunted me and I ran. Now she's married to a cock lover. I failed. I should have swep her from the dance floor and threw her over Caraxes like the conqueror I strive to be. No, now I must wait until he dies." "My Daughters are growing to be beautiful girls. I beg the gods for their health everyday. Now, Laena has announced she is with child, Rhaenyra is as well. Why do I do this?" "Death can be both a curse and a blessing at times. At least now she is free." "A sad day for most, though for me, I felt freed. All my guilt lifted if only for a few hours. I do not believe I have ever made love before tonight." "Alicunt has drawn the last straw. Her religious ploys and acting on behalf of my Brother while he lay drunken on the milk of poppy. She will not succeed." "Her boy. Her son. Taken so soon. Aemond will pay for this. I will end him." Warnings: This story contains strong language, sexual language, violent descriptions, graphic descriptions, as well as mentions of sex and violence. Proceed at your own risk. Disclaimer: I do not own the rights to the characters or plots described in this story. This is a fanfiction based on my interpretation of the scenes/episodes/books these characters originated.