And I have to keep reminding myself, he isn't going to save me. Depression is a dark and lonely place. No one is going to come out and save me like in the movies. I have to do this on my own.
"I feel addcited to it. I can't stop myself not to think this way or do such thing like this. I'm broken Mikey, you dont deserve me, no one wants me"
"But I do..."