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The Aftermath

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Reads 158
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Parts 30
Time 14m

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Everybody talks about the pain of going through a toxic relationship, the heartbreak of it all, even, once it all ends. However, nobody really talks about the aftermath. The toxic tendencies that you unwillingly adapt, the constant overthinking and need for constant reassurance, the trust issues that ensue when you finally find the one but can't help but feel like it will just crash and burn like you're used to. 
So, here's all the nights I found myself in the midst of healing. All the nights I thought I wasn't good enough for the angel boy that showed up when I felt unlovable and made me face all the broken bits of myself. But instead of leaving, helped me put it all back together again. 

Here is the aftermath.All Rights Reserved

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MAD LOVE

Have you ever encountered mad love? No, not the kind with butterflies in your belly and a sweet thrill, or even the relationship between two loving hearts. This love is different - it's a poison, it destroys life. What should you do if the past does not let go? Where can you hide from feelings bordering on mental illness? How do you escape a man who has become your shadow? No way... It's impossible to escape. It's impossible to hide. Living with it is unbearable. "You won't be happy with anyone, I won't allow it..."