Friends with benefits

Most people freak out when I tell them my best friend is Harry Styles, I mean c'mon who wouldn't. Me and him have been joined at the hip since we were born but since he has gone on tour it became very difficult to hang out. Each of the boys are allowed to invite thier girlfriends on tour but sadly Harry doesn't have one. Paul allowed him to take me! Instead of a girlfriend, his best friend. I have always had feelings for Harry, more than friends. Nows my chance to take a step in our relationship! If only others could be more accepting, I know both of our parent would flip since we are practically siblings. We need to be friends, just friends, or maybe friends with benefits.