Kerosene - Simon 'Ghost' Riley x F!reader

Price discharges you from the team but won't tell you why. You struggle to adjust to civilian life and find yourself in a dark place, there's only one person you know that can pull you out - but he's half way across the globe.

Warnings - heavy Angst, Gore, Blood, Mentions of Suicide, drug misuse, Alcohol Abuse, Substance Abuse, Pining, Choking,Toxic Relationship, canon accurate violence, Eventual Smut, Size Difference, dubcon, no preparation or foreplay, Angry Sex