this can be considered as a diary an open diary about thing that's happening in my life. I'm writing this because I tired of holding shit in its doing nothing but tearing me apart bit by bit each day so I've decided to right this and share with the world what I going through. I'm writing with the risk that I will lose "friends" but honestly I am okay with that because I came in this world alone and I know I will leave it alone. I hope someone or some people will take something from this because I can give advice but I'm shit at taking it.