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A Girl Who Can't Remember

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abuse bpd dissociation familyissues hopeless lost mentalillness ptsd relationship romantic selfharmawareness sweetlove toxicparent younglove

Do you love a mysterious mental ill main character? A flaming love bond? Family drama? Teenage confusion? Horrible things you can relate to?

Mae is the ultimate definition of a lost soul, it doesn't help that her PTSD has made her completely black out for the past month. Oh how fun dissociation can be.
What's it really like to be the boyfriend of someone who's just lost everything? Except it's the part of their partners soul that's missing. How do you live for two people? Can Vale be strong enough to hold Mae's pieces together?
Is this girl really going crazy?

Read to find out...


TW!!!!!! TW!!!!! TW!!!!!! 
DO NOT READ THIS IF YOU ARE EASILY TRIGGERED OR IF YOU ARE NOT OKAY WITH STORIES INVOLVING: sex, suicidal thoughts or practices, self harm, mental illnesses of a measurable verity, and so on!


‼️PLEASE DO NOT READ IF YOU ARE UNDER THE AGE OF 1️⃣7️⃣‼️All Rights Reserved

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