You're making things worse for me.. Why? (Harry styles) #wattys2015
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Alexa Baker seems like your typical teenager who goes to school and gets on with her life.. But that's not how things go she suffers with depression, anxiety, panic attacks, she self harms she tries everything to stay strong but she just can't. She's moved schools loads of times because of bullying which makes her selfharm.. She doesn't know why people bully her but self harming is the only way she can cope, she can't stick up for herself. NOBODY knows her pain.. NOBODY knows she self harms.
Harry styles is the most popular boy in the school Alexa will be starting.. He's a bully and tries everything in his power to see her suffer but what happens when he sees her scars? Will he feel guilty for what he has done? Or will be bully her even more?
/// THIS IS NOT REAL. EVERYTHING WRITTEN IN THIS IS FAKE AND NEVER HAPPENED. SELF HARM IS A SERIOUS THING AND I THOUGHT I WOULD LET YOU ALL KNOW HOW IT FEELS TO BE DEPRESSED AND SELF HARM WITH NO ONE THERE TO HELP YOU ///
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