You are Ruby Rose. Well, a male version of her.

"Sometimes there are no words, no clever quotes to neatly sum up what's happened. Sometimes you do everything right, everything exactly right, and still you feel like you failed. Did it need to end that way? How many more times will I allow myself to look into the abyss? How many more times before I won't ever recover the pieces of myself that I've allowed someone to take? Like I said, sometimes there are no words or clever quotes to neatly sum up what's happened that day or any other day." My name is Roselle Xael Evans, and this is the story of how I got my heart healed by being broken. Roselle Xael despises New Year's. and the question is. Why? All Roselle knows is she is left devastated, heartbroken, and alone at the start of the new year. So what does she do? She secretly writes unsent letters revealing her feelings of despair, detailing her thoughts about her love story; beginning to end.

You lived a pretty average life for 21 years. then one night you decide to go out drinking and everything changes. What will you make of your new home? Will you finally meet someone? Fall in love? (strong language warning!)

This is my story to "you". This is a story about loving someone so much and after all else you don't always get the happily ever after that you always want. No matter the fighting and clinging towards this love. Sometimes the only thing you have left is the memories. This became a story for me to heal my wounds and grow into the woman I am now. I am publishing my story because for so long I have been writing this story for one person but I think others can relate and empathize with this story.

Started early 2018 ⚠️TRIGGER WARNINGS⚠️ - sexual assault mentions - suicide mentions - self harm mentions - themes of depression - themes of anxiety

I dragged her out of your life and placed myself in it. It was painful, yet worth it! U deserve true love and I'm the only one who can give it to you...♥️♥️♥️. Without u, I get love sick 🤒

I don't know, I just need to write stuff right now. When you thought you found the one, after all this time, after all the poeple that left, and it turns out, she loves someone else. For when the rain comes, and the hail, and all hell is unleashed, out of nowhere.

'Roses are red, violets are blue, hey, so is blood, let's see what colors are inside of you.' You finally got your R.N. license, board-certified ready for a fresh start...Why did they put you here?

" love...do you know the meaning of it.." " you are insulting me.." " you are paying for what you did in the past " " are you sure..." " yes.. I am sure ... I will marry you.." " you can't do this to me.." " then why you did this to her..." Confusing right ...but learning the truth you will find interesting ...

"You are not fully human" "You can cause an explosion that can kill your loved ones." If words can wound a person, Aimaengel would be dripping blood already by the revelation she received 3 months before her 20th birthday. How will she find answers to everything? Will she just accept her fate and let the events take their place? How about her family?