My Shades of Gray
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  • Reads 144,867
  • Votes 3,286
  • Parts 64
  • Time 10h 48m
Complete, First published Dec 17, 2022
Mature
Isabella Harper, a nineteen-year-old, lost her color vision after her sister's suicide. She shut down herself from everyone and remained in her world until her parents force her to go to college.

She couldn't get into a hotshot university since she was home-schooled. Isabella settled with a community college in Dunwoody, Georgia.

Trying to live a normal life with her vision, Isabella is dragged into a whole new world. Everything happens for a reason. She met new people, experiences new emotions, and discovers secrets and the reason behind her sister's death.

Now she wants revenge.

Battling demons from her past, going to underground fights and nightclubs, hacking into a porn site, and on top of everything, there's Hunter Armstrong.

Warning ⚠️ 
This book contains dark themes, mature and triggering content, i.e. description/talk of suicide, rape, porn, and mature language.

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His lips cupped mine, and a swell of warmth unfurled in my heart. It was gentle and soft, something I never expected from a guy like him.

He moved his right hand from my cheek to my waist, tugging me against him, and molded our bodies together. A wave of electricity went down to my core when he licked my lips.

"Open your mouth, Bella." His commanding husky voice against my lips jolted my heart, and I followed his order like a slave.

With no control, a moan erupted from my throat as his tongue met mine. It was barely audible, but I knew he heard it when he smiled against my lips. 

He swept my hair from my face to my back and gathered them in his fist. He tugged my head back, deepening the kiss, and my heart thrashed in my chest.

At that moment, I didn't need drugs to know what being high felt like because his lips were enough to send me on nine clouds. Just once and I was addicted to it.

If this is how being kissed feels like, then fuck, I've wasted a lot of time.

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