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Grasping For Control

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I was that girl - Scarlett Wozniacki - the one from a broken home who lived on a rundown street. The one with three half siblings, all from different fathers. The one  whose older brother was in and out of jail; and two younger sisters - one who rarely spoke, the other who was bipolar. I was the one with panic attacks, but somehow excelled in school. I was the one that tried to hold it together.

He was that guy - Dominic Thronsdon - golden and popular. The youngest of three brothers and lived on the richest street in town. When he was everything I never thought I needed, but everything I craved. He was the one who noticed. The one who paid attention. The one girls went crazy over and guys wanted to be. Once his mom died, his father went to great lengths to keep his son in check. 

We both had secrets.

We were a cataclysmic pending storm.

This is only the beginning.All Rights Reserved

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The New Girl From London

Scarlet just wants to be left alone and finish high school as she moved away from her home. People at her old school saw her as odd and she only had two best friends that were left back in London when she moved. She is forced into a new school being the new girl and hating the people in the school. Everybody seemed to enjoy drama and teasing the new girl relentlessly but she knows how to stand up for herself and she can be more dangerous than they think. Some trauma from home is found and in danger of being told, things that she doesn't really want people to know. You'd think getting through high school would be easy. A certain bad boy who happens to be her neighbor takes a keen interest in her. She's never liked anyone and has had no real interest in any relationship, only her studies that kept her busy. He's smart but acts like he's the greatest and he tries to impress her but she can hardly be impressed by things she can do. Distractions around every corner with the bad boy and the popular mean girl group that doesn't approve of the bad boys attention on her.