"Sometimes the memories are worth the pain." -ika nga nila. But in my case, I'd rather lose all my memories than to feel this tormenting pain. I'd rather die over and over again than to drown from this misery of unworthiness, emptiness, darkness, and endless pain. I am betrayed, I am hurt, I'm in pain... Will I able to escape this misery?... Or I'll still hope for the better and just cry a PLEURECHANTÉ WEEP in silence...