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Dear Diary...

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Reads 93
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Parts 13
Time 56 minutes

Mature

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A diary of a boy who uncovers many secrets about himself and others. What happens when he meets someone that has the same interests as him? What is their relationship and how is the other going to act when he finally gets to read his diary?

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