My Messed Up Life
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While growing up, I had a very strict father and a quiet mom. One day when I was in 8th grade, my dad gave me money to buy yogurt when I got to school and asked me to bring home change. I spent the 1dollar and knew at once I was dead. Where was I going to get those cents. I was so fraustrated because my dad was really going to whip me till I cough the change out. When I got home he wasn't back from work and thus couldn't even eat. Then this guy who lives in our opposite house comes to take something from our house. He was much older than me. I begged him to give me some coins. He boldly told me if I want it then he has to sleep with me. Without thinking I gave my virginity out and that was the starting of my messed up life.
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