The Diary Of Rare Dreams

I don't even know how to feel about my life.I have lived and lived just to want to die in the end . I don't know what it is about him and I .Why can't he let go,why can't I tell him I don't want him if I believe I hurt him so bad ??

"I am not good for you and you know that .I keep messing up your life, keeping you on the edge , hurting and I'll probably be the cause for your death." I said trying to hold back the emotions that where going through my dead heart and brain.I did not want to cry or anything because I wouldn't have to show him that I am making this decision out of weakness and guilt.
He looked at me with glassy emerald eyes then he cupped my face as a tear slid down one of his eyes "Yes,but I want you." Those words.....