Lose Your Soul
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Last published Mon, Feb 16, 2015
It doesn’t take long for Steve Rogers and Sam Wilson to realise that Bucky’s recovery is going to be a long and arduous progress - one that’s hindered by the constant nightmares that wake him up in the middle of the night and set him off into torrid streams of Russian. So when Bucky starts babbling about a ‘doctor’ after a particularly bad panic attack, Sam and Steve decide to track her down.
 But Dr Charlie King has problems of her own. Mainly staying alive.
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