I hear the preacher say
"Speak now or forever hold your peace."
There's the silence, there's my last chance
I stand up with shaky hands, all eyes on me
Horrified looks from everyone in the room but I'm only looking at you
"Don't you dare fucking say it. You and the boys are the only reason I'm happy. The only reason I've been trying to stop cutting. The only reason I'm still alive for fucks sake. I love you guys so much. I don't want to end this relationship I thought I would never have! Seriously. When I close my eyes and try to sleep I fall apart and just think about you. Ok? Luke I just need to see you and I promise it'll be ok."
*TRIGGER WARNINGS*