All those memories through your eyes {Soukoku}
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Last published Fri, Aug 22, 2025
"What's so funny?" Chuuya interrupted the laughing fit with a stern voice. He hated being laughed at.
"Nothing really," he said after a while, still fighting against the laughter that bubbled up inside of him. "It's just, you think my ability is restricted by distance. If it only were as simple as that," he looked a little dreamy as he said that, but then he started to laugh a little. "I choose the first person and this first person is technically choosing the other one. It's connected to memories, but really showing you is easier because you may be able to nullify abilities, but only if they directly touch you. But if I activate my ability on your little partner here, it will definitely affect you too, because you two do have a lot of history together, don't you?"
"What does that have to do with anyth-", Chuuya couldn't finish his sentence because light hit him and everything went dark.
Or short:
Chuuya and Dazai get hit with an ability that makes them see each others memories.
Or really short:
Bi panic to the max.
Spoilers: Lightnovel 15 & Stormbringer, Season 1-4, Horizon Zero Dawn (Game)
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