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if the world ends today I don't think I would care. I have fulfilled my duties as a daughter and you guys will be okay without me. I can happily die for this country. I can even die tomorrow. The reality is I don't feel happy or said particularly, so I am fine dying tomorrow.
But my friend didn't like me saying this. They said dying is easy but is there anything I want to live for. And I have no answer for that. Does everyone have something or someone to live for. Do I too have a reason to live.
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