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❝ What a man needs is a man. ❞

Jude's life is a delicate balance of normalcy and denial, haunted by fears he can scarcely acknowledge. Clinging to rigid structure and conformity, he secretly yearns for his best friend, Ciro, whose presence offers both comfort and confusion. 

An impulsive act of violence sets Jude on a tumultuous path, forcing him to confront his deepest desires and the societal pressures that confine him. As he spirals into madness and isolation, an unexpected lifeline appears, offering hope and a chance at self-acceptance.All Rights Reserved

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