fell in love in high school

I was in 8th grade i like this boy name Israel i ask him out and i thought he was gonna say no, but he said he had some feelings for me the next day he wrote me a note in class say yes he would go out with me i was to happy about it tho, so i finish middle school to start a better life in high school, then his boy in my math class, he started to talk to me and i can't lie i thought about him being cute for me, and he And when class was over he ask me about mine age and i told him i was 14 and, then i ask him why did he ask me ask me about mine age. and he wouldn't. tell me why, so the next day i saw him in x period together he was helping me with math, i was crying because i couldn't understand this math problem. so he was like their is no need to cry, and i said its hard for me to do this jayce, and he said i know its hard Madelyn but have to try at least and i said okay, so we was thier two 4:00 it was time for us to go home, soo then in math class ,he sit next to me i was scared a