"No matter what, we're getting you out of there."
That sentence made up the end of your life, spoken by so many the moments blurred together. Yet the phrase didn't lose meaning in the slightest, only enhancing the impact on you each time. The 3 most important people to you would repeat those words to build up your life before they cut it off. 8 sources of love and intimacy coming onto you at a pace you could barely keep up with, despite your schedule barely having the time to bond with them. 8 love interests you loved individually and specially, yet cut short.
Your new life however...
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"What is it hun?" His lips formed a pout as he cupped the right side of your face with his hand, blushing at his cute nickname for you.
His sweet doll eyes were squished up as he furrowed his eyebrows, tears threatening to spill over his water line due to his nerves. He was terrified, so scared that he was coming on too strong, and even though you wanted to comfort him, he looked beautiful. His expression as he waited for you to respond, you felt terrible for keeping him waiting, but you got lost in his adorable boba eyes. You could stare at his little face forever, but he looked closer to crying than ever, making you giggle at his nervousness.
Your faces go red simultaneously, yet you just couldn't bring yourself to move. His eyes. His eyes were just too pretty to move, wide and sparkling with hearts and stars. His lips were round and full, so plump and soft you could only imagine what they felt like against yours. His scent completely enveloped you, your senses overrun with him, your mind was starting to unravel, you wanted him so badly right now. His hands were above his head, making him look so weak beneath you, like even you could overpower him in this moment.
A/N: All of SKZ is your love interest, but not all of them will get equal amounts of attention in here. Changbin -> 3Racha -> SKZ is pretty much how the focus is going to go, since Bin is my bias, teehee.
━━━━ "𝘐 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘪𝘯 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘺𝘰𝘶, 𝘏𝘢𝘯𝘢..."
Another tear fell from his eyes, rolling down the constellations on his freckle-dusted cheeks to add to the small puddles at his feet. Those eyes, the beautiful hazel eyes that I had fallen in love with, were empty of their stars. As his breath hitched on another sob and he bit his trembling lower lip, I realized that I had done that to him; I had stripped his eyes of the stars that sparkled in them whenever he saw me, I had ruined what he felt - what we both felt towards each other.
I had hurt him, and I wanted so badly to tell him why. I wanted to tell him everything, but that would hurt him even more. That would 𝘥𝘦𝘴𝘵𝘳𝘰𝘺 him.
So I had to leave it at that.
A broken promise.
A broken heart.
𝘏𝘪𝘴 heart, which he so willingly gave to me that night on the rooftop - no, even before that, the night on top of the Ferris Wheel, when we thought we were on top of the world.
He raked a shaking hand through his hair as his body, vulnerable, trembling as he sobbed, slid down the wall to sit on the floor.
Giving me his heart was a mistake, and as I gazed down at the broken pieces shattered on the floor around me, I knew it wasn't a mistake because he was naive, too sweet, too easily trusting.
I knew it was a mistake because of 𝘮𝘦.
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