"No matter what, we're getting you out of there."
That sentence made up the end of your life, spoken by so many the moments blurred together. Yet the phrase didn't lose meaning in the slightest, only enhancing the impact on you each time. The 3 most important people to you would repeat those words to build up your life before they cut it off. 8 sources of love and intimacy coming onto you at a pace you could barely keep up with, despite your schedule barely having the time to bond with them. 8 love interests you loved individually and specially, yet cut short.
Your new life however...
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"What is it hun?" His lips formed a pout as he cupped the right side of your face with his hand, blushing at his cute nickname for you.
His sweet doll eyes were squished up as he furrowed his eyebrows, tears threatening to spill over his water line due to his nerves. He was terrified, so scared that he was coming on too strong, and even though you wanted to comfort him, he looked beautiful. His expression as he waited for you to respond, you felt terrible for keeping him waiting, but you got lost in his adorable boba eyes. You could stare at his little face forever, but he looked closer to crying than ever, making you giggle at his nervousness.
Your faces go red simultaneously, yet you just couldn't bring yourself to move. His eyes. His eyes were just too pretty to move, wide and sparkling with hearts and stars. His lips were round and full, so plump and soft you could only imagine what they felt like against yours. His scent completely enveloped you, your senses overrun with him, your mind was starting to unravel, you wanted him so badly right now. His hands were above his head, making him look so weak beneath you, like even you could overpower him in this moment.
A/N: All of SKZ is your love interest, but not all of them will get equal amounts of attention in here. Changbin -> 3Racha -> SKZ is pretty much how the focus is going to go, since Bin is my bias, teehee.
I ran through the rain with my umbrella, looking desperately for any sign of Hyunjin. Minho had called me saying that he and Seungmin had walked in on him cutting himself and that he had ran away right afterward. I needed to find him before he caught a cold. It was raining so hard that it was hard to see anything and the sound of the rain hitting my surroundings was beginning to feel extremely overwhelming.
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Hyunjin struggles with urges he tries his hardest to keep to himself, Bottling them up until they were more than he could bear, then breaking. It was a cycle no one in the group had seemed to notice yet. They neglected to notice the tears, the anger. They turned the other cheek without knowing when he was so close to balling his eyes out. It wasn't that they didn't care, he knew that if they knew what was going on they'd help. He didn't want help.
Felix has been having nightmares every night for a while now, each ending with someone he loved dying. the dreams were becoming more and more vivid, and almost every one of them ended in suicide. Felix was becoming paranoid, constantly checking on everyone he could to make sure that they were ok, he was scared.
!!!LISTEN UP PEOPLE!!!
This story is obviously going to contain some pretty sensitive topics like self-harm and suicide, so if either of these trigger you, please don't read. I don't want anyone getting hurt.