This Is Me
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Last published Mon, Oct 2, 2023
How life can suck, be not good, no fun, and confusing but full of love. How one person describes themself and their life with few words, lots of emotion, and deep thoughts(sometimes). The complex and unique words, explain one life out of billions.
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(Also, I don't own most of these photos, they were created by the lovely Charlie Bowater. You can find more of Charlie's work at charliebowater.com)
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