Wednesday Addams has had quite the first year at Nevermore Academy: trying to track down the monster that's killing people all around Jericho, finding out said monster is the boy that she shared her first kiss with, getting killed by a resurrected racist, healed by her ghost relative, and taking an arrow for the boy who is not as grating as she initially thought. With everything that's happened, she's had mixed feelings about returning to Nevermore. However, there are a few things she's had major regrets about, things she wish she could change. Note: Yes this is also my story I started on A O 3 . "I just.. if I could..." "You can't change the past, Wednesday. Only move forward." A short story where Wednesday comes to many realizations and questions almost every single part of who she has been, and who she wants to be now.