Toxic (CUBE SMP FANFIC)
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Depression is a common illness among people of all ages. Some have it worse, and some have it better than others. Different people find different ways to deal with their state of depression. One of the most common ways that I find the best way of distracting yourself, is by making fan accounts for your idols, who may never even know of your existence, but obsessing over these human beings is something that makes me, and lots of other people happen. Not only does obsessing over my idols make me happy, but my actual idols, themselves, make me happy. Even if these people didn't know I exist, I would be happy, and that state of relationship is also probably the easiest thing, but for me, Jenn Adams, that is not the case. Who knew some people could be so toxic?
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