The Illusion of Pleasure - Fiona Gallagher

Four year ago, Evelyn went missing when she was on her way to Paris. Months prior, Eve got an acting job and it's based all the way in Paris. They've done long distance for her job, but this was going to be for 6 months. The morning of the disappearance, Eve was acting normal, and that confused Fiona. It was so weird to her. When Evelyn was supposed to call Fiona when she landed, she didn't an began to worry why she hasn't. Her manger hadn't seen her either, so that's when things became suspicious. So many days, weeks, and months passed by from not a word from Eve. Nothing's been the same since, it feels strange. Fiona's a different person, but so was Eve. They aren't who they were all those years ago, it's different. It's upsetting saying goodbye to your old self all over again. It's not a good feeling. Fiona still thinks Eve's disappearance is all her fault.
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content warning :
curse words, smut, drinking/drugs, violence, relapse, mention of rape, kidnapping, harassment, suicide, and other hard topics