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Holding On To Heartache

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Parts 14
Time 5h 34m

Reads 8,062
Votes 300
Parts 14
Time 5h 34m

Mature

Louis is tiered of life. His demons from the past won't let him rest and he's a loner. Nothing worth living for.

But then he meets Harry, a bundle of sunshine and slowly the darkness in his life fades away.

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The trauma I'm describing in this story is not made up. I researched it to keep the story as real as possible.All Rights Reserved

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