to speak or to die

Welcome! This fic is told from James' older POV. Think of it as him reflecting on this story years later and sharing it with someone else.

In theory, it would be helpful to read CMBYN before reading this, but it's unnecessary. Having watched the film could also count, but several details in this fic aren't included in the movie.

The Potters take the place of Elio and his parents, Regulus as Oliver. Lily is Marzia, who can see where James' heart is at. Marlene is Chiara, who takes a liking in Remus and hence makes James jealous. OCs Matilda, Allah, and Victoria are all based on characters in the original novel, but 2/3 are not vital to the story.

IN THIS FIC, REMUS LUPIN IS BLACK AND DISABLED. JAMES POTTER IS HISPANIC. GET OVER IT.

i do not give you or anyone permission to translate, transfer, or copy my work in anyway. it is already posted to ao3 and tumblr. that is enough.

the playlist: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/0a585q46W1pGTENtYqwyuG?si=1c6610d3cbcb4937

the pinterest board: https://pin.it/5kTdtwd