We mourn not the passing of a life well lived, we celebrate. We count the times our souls smiled together, reached out so invisibly yet tangibly and touched. Death is only the end of a chapter, my friend.
But a life not well lived, one left with wishes unfulfilled, is one which reaches to me. We live in a world, where so many wishes reach the graves without ever living in the soul. Are you one of those wandering souls, whose heart still endears for a light that had skipped your grasp. Are you one of those wandering souls, who still roam in the valley of living, even though those fine invisible fibers that binds you with reality were severed.
Life is a cruel gamble, my friend. You shall never know what will happen to you, and you can never tell where you will end up. Yet, you will hope. You will hope to be in a better place, around better people, a better life! Hope brings light to this dark place called reality.
So let me rekindle your soul with a fragmant of the embers that I have to offer. Return to from where you came, and shine those tenuous embers where darkness reigns. Your wish is my wish, dear friend.
"It's too much to remember everything and everyone, all pain and hurt is killing me day by day little by little.
I wish I could remove all the pain and move on in my life.
I wish I could find an eraser or Better a delete button, so that I could start from beginning, without any misery or pain."
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"Hey Eva, you know you can trust me, right? "
He asked me again cupping my cheeks, I can't let him continue this. It had to stop now or it would be too late. I can't risk everyone's life specially his. If hurting him means, him being alive then I would do it without thinking. Again and again.
"Eva are you even listening to me?"
Noah asked moving his face closer.
From this close I can even see the scar which he told me about, its just below the border line of his hair, it can be easily conceal but from this close its more real.
His eyes, they are magical. I would love to look at them all the time and never get tired of looking at in them.
No, I cannot do this to him, I can't be selfish, I have to do something this time.
"No" I answer and walked away from him.
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