Let Go
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Last published Mon, Mar 6, 2023
I loved him. He was my everything. My heart and soul, the very fiber of my being and will to live. A lot has changed since then. I remember his big grey eyes were always so gentle and held such warmth and comfort. He was beautiful inside and out. His laugh would always make me laugh, it sounded like pure happiness and love. We were silly and goofy and stupid together. I wish I could have spent the rest of my life with him. But, life happens and things change.
After losing her fiancé , Astrid completely changes her entire life, moving thousands of miles away from her home and almost ghosting everyone she knows. His death is something she cannot let go. But maybe a few new friends can help pull her out of this depression before she is completely lost.
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