I feel crazy
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ENGLISH VERSION. Jumping between work, school, home and social life, Dunk Natachai never has time to breathe. Since his parents' death, he has a thousand of responsibilities on his shoulders, including taking care of his younger brother Fourth. One night his best friend Phuwin decides to hang out at a new club in town. Everything seems to be going well, until he (un)luckily crosses the path of Joong Archen, a boy he can't stand right from the start. Nevertheless, they do more than insult each other. ... Joong Archen's life revolves around three things: alcohol, sex and daddy's money. As the son of a famous billionaire, he is not used to being told no. After dumping yet another one of his one night stands, he decides to go after the next one, and it's at the club run by Pond's uncle, his best friend, that he meets Dunk. Too bad that one night with him doesn't seem to be enough. Helped by his cousin Gemini and Pond he must find the mysterious boy who has intrigued him so much. . . . . . . . . . . . Couples: JoongDunk, Pondphuwin, GeminiFourth, FirstKahotung, EarthMix, MarkOhm. OffGun. Tropes: -Enemies to lovers; -Rivals to lovers; -Fake relationship; -Marriage; -Secret crush. English is not my first language so I'm sorry for eventual mistakes. Hope you enjoy reading 💙💙💙💙
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TODAY: NO, I can't stay here. I should go out from here at any cost. But how? I am sure they will keenly watching me, and i should think of any other way around to escape from here. "Wait Wait", I made my thoughts shut to listen their conversations which is happening in front of my room behind the locked door. But What are they saying? "Oh no...this is going to be the worst than ever. No this can't happen, this should not happen...i should go from this place before i get ruined", My mind is throttling me about their converse. I make myself calm for few minutes and meanwhile i heard my door open sound. My eyes snapped seeing the scene there...yes the lady..she is the one who got me here to ths hell. But why she is coming here. She is giving a devilish smile to me and i hate it now. God, how should i react now..my eyes are snapping seeing her coming closer to me. ARGH!!!!! it's paining. She grabbed my hair tightly and warning me..yes exactly she is warning me to behave nicely when he comes..but who is the he? Who is gonna come here and why? My mind is thinking in all directions, how to handle them and the so called "HE". Tears dropped in my cheeks and it is finding it's own way to roll down. *********************************************************************************************** Here is the roller coaster ride of the leads, how they met and how they going to end up with each other. This book will explain the pain, the passion, the love and the need for each other. Enjoy reading !!!Complete![The Media Madness [PondPhuwin]](https://img.wattpad.com/cover/379509450-256-k626029.jpg)
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