Numb
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Last published Thu, Jul 23, 2015
"I have to be strong. I have to be. I can't let them know i'm weak and scared, not now. I have to appear strong and tough." I stared at myself in the mirror and said those words over and over again. I don't even know why people did this. It's supposed to help calm your nerves, but bullshit......
Nevina Ross has lost her family and was left with everything. She has no idea what to do or where to go or who to turn to. She wasn't the popular girl at school and she loved having that way. So with no friends or family to go to she is all alone. Until she meets him. She thought he would just be a ride home, but ended up where she thought nobody knew she was going. Will it end in happy hugs and kisses or will it end up in tears and pain?
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