This is What I Wanted
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Where am I? What happened it's so dark..so cold. I have to open my eyes, please open. Open dang it! Move! Why can't I move, why can't I speak. My breath quickens as I panic, I'm alone, I'm alone....
I can't be! I try to scream, to get up, to move. I can't even cry...I more or less whisper to myself. What's going on?
Go through heartbreak, adventure,neglection, and tears with Mercedes Brown, or at least try to understand till the very end.
Mercedes Brown, a broken teenager, in a continuous fight with life. All she wanted was happiness and not even for her, she wanted peace for her family, a sense of peace and happiness they had until things started to fall apart. Like when you hold a cookie in the milk for too long, all you wanted was for the cookie to be moist, and soft. But you waited too long and you watch as your cookie crumbles and sinks in your cup of milk......
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Before You Go || √
Previously known as 'Hope'. Completed √ "Hope is being able to see that there is light despite all the darkness" Everyone has a story. Some choose to tell while others prefer not too. Do you know the feeling of going through something that you wouldn't even want the person you dislike the most to go through? The feeling of having to put up a front, a fake smile, just so that others wouldn't worry? The feeling of not being able to tell others because you don't want to burden them with your problems? Well that's how Olivia Brown lives her life. Do you know how it feels when you care for somebody to the extent where if anything were to happen to them, you wouldn't know what to do with your life anymore? The only thing which gave William Anderson joy, his ray of hope, was gone. Will Olivia be able to show him what's it like to live life again or end up losing her own hope? -- Highest Ranks: #138 in Teen Fiction #3 in Young adultComplete
REMINISCENT
I frowned, thrown off "Do i...remember?" "Do you remember..." she starts but her voice falters. She glances down at the sand, biting her lip debating whether to even continue. She then takes a shaky breath and finally looks up. Eyes locking with mine " do you even remember how you got it?" Her question hits me like a slap. I open my mouth, then close it, my brows furrowing as I force my brain to rewind. How did I get it? Nothing. Not a single clear memory. She steps closer, her voice trembling, but the edge of anger sharpening her words. "Or when? Or where? Or for what reason? Or what it even means?!" I flinch at her tone, but I can't answer her. I try. God, I try.. I look down at the sand beneath my feet, forcing myself to dig through every memory, every hazy night out, every stupid decision I might've made-but nothing. Not a single moment of how I got it surfaced. I let out a frustrated breath and rake a hand through my hair, feeling the panic rise like bile in my throat. When I finally lift my head to speak, Ashley's already staring at me, and I can tell-she knows my answer before I say a word. "You don't remember," she says softly, nodding like she expected it all along. __________________________________________ Crazy thing happened...Three years ago, a tragic accident left Ashley scarred and shattered. Aiden survived, but when he woke from a year-long coma, every memory of the girl he loved was gone. Now, Ashley clings to the hope he'll remember-But as time slips through her fingers, the question haunts her-will she lose him all over again? And Aiden... will he ever remember in time? ........ ⚠ warning ⚠ : Mature language, Mental health challenges, Annoying scenes, Heart breaking moments...Complete
Trapped In My Amnesia
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We're Just Friends [BOOK 1 Of The 'We're Just' Trilogy]]
They say all good boys go to heaven, but bad boys bring heaven to you. And that's what he brought me, Heaven. We were terribly perfect for each other. We'd argue, we'd scream- hell we'd throw things at each other. But at the end of the night we'd lay beside each other. What started off as a silly deal to get us both going ended up as so much more than i could've ever imagined... He was the worst best thing that happened to me, but our dark pasts ruined us. We took dying for each other a little too literal. "You say we're just friends but i swear, when nobody's around..." Started: April 4th 2018 Ended: July 23rd 2020 WARNING: Contains mature scenes, Strong abusive language. Mentions of rape, sex, murder, alcohol and violence. READ AT YOUR OWN DISCRETION. BOOK WILL GO UNDER A ROUND OF REVISION AFTER ITS FULLY PUBLISHED TO MAKE SURE READING IS A SMOOTH SAIL FOR EVERYONE. I'm also sorry for any stones i've left unturned in the book!!! I'll be working on fixing them asap. Until then I'm extremely sorry for any mistakes. ANY SIMILARITIES IN REGARDS TO NAMES, LOCATIONS AND SCENES IN OTHER BOOKS IS PURE COINCIDENCE! Thank you!Complete
Lost ✔️
Parents disappeared. Brother disappeared. A stranger lurking in her room. An abusive and greedy aunt looking for an opportunity to do away with her. Stephanie only has herself. While she finds solace in a guy she suddenly meets, there are things unexplained. On a path to escape from everything, will she be able to hold on for long? Or die exactly how THEY want her to? I know the blurb is short but check it out.. You might actually like it!! ❤ #1st Place under Mystery in the Savant Awards! #3rd Place for The Best Protagonist in the WattsPlus Awards!! #3rd Place under Mystery in the Trickster Awards! Highest ranking- #1 thealiveawards #2 beaten #2 psychological #7 beating #4 beginnerComplete
Besties Never Lie ♥
"I..." "Stop it!" he shouts, stopping me in mid sentence "I hate you." "B-But why? Why do you hate me?" "Oh! You know the reason." "If I would've, then I would've never bothered you." "Stop! Stop acting so naive and shit!" "I..." "I hate you! And that's it!" he turns and starts walking away. "We used to be best friends!" I was on the verge of tears. "Absolutely! We USED to be!" he says over his shoulder and dissappears from my sight. ⚪⚪⚪⚪⚪⚪⚪⚪⚪⚪⚪⚪⚪⚪ She rises up forgetting her painful past, that has finally stopped haunting her. She's cannot wish for anything but peace. She tries to forget her bestie Kayden and moves on. She tries to forget her parents and move on. She tries to forget her true self and move one. And when she thought that she was finally free for her miserable past, her past was thrown back at her face. She finally meets the person who she never knew would guide her to the path of truth behind her bestie Kayden. Matthew Brown, captured inside the cage of his and Elizabeth's past, struggles to get himself and also someone dear to him free. He cannot decide if his black hair and blue eyes are a blessing or curse. He wished to never meet Elizabeth again after that day. But fate... No. But circumstances force him to meet her and do something he will surely regret. He knows everything about her, she wasn't even aware of his presence, until now. He knows her secret, she doesn't knows his. He knows what she wants, she has no clue of him. She wants to get close to him, he wants to get far away. She loves him. He loves her. But he doesn't want to.... Can Elizabeth discover the truth behind Matthew's mask? Because....no matter what happens, no matter how hard it is, "Besties Never Lie" to each other. ⚪⚪⚪⚪⚪⚪⚪⚪⚪⚪⚪⚪⚪⚪ Highest ranking #143 in teen fiction... Cover by @the_lovable_dorkComplete
Take No Notice ✓
[ A COMPLETED 2020 TEEN MYSTERY ] Life can take a turn for the worst when you least expect it, spiralling deeply out of control in mere days. It's hard to see the signs sometimes; it may be personality changes, or even just an odd remark, but if we don't recognise these differences then grave consequences await us. It could be failing an important test, missing a friend's birthday, but sometimes people take it a little too far... A text. A fire. A killer. Who can we really trust in this world? And do we need to look closer to sense great deception? _________________________ Achievements: 🥈Second Place in the EC Awards - Mystery/Thriller Rated Eighty Plus in Shreya's Book Reviews 🥈 Second Place in the Carnation Awards - Mystery/Thriller 🥇 First Place in The Candle Light Awards _________________________ (Cover by @-carawrites) (Images found from the internet, credits to Lily Collins and party) All Rights Reserved.Complete
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ZSEN
(FINISHED WRITING, BEING REVISED!) An only child, by the name of Nathaniel, has a very unfortunate life. Unpopular, bullied, and outcasted by everyone at school; even his own parents didn't want him! He's miserable... At least that was until his eighteenth birthday where he has the most bizarre encounter. A break-in at his own home from an organization that holds a secret from the entire world! Now, he attempts to find his life's purpose, coming across many friends as well as enemies, many obstacles, great pain, deep love, and important life lessons. It's up to him to decide whether or not he's the one in control of his own life. !!!CAUTION!!! IF YOU ARE ONE TO READ BOOKS BY THE LAST CHAPTER TO SEE IF YOU ARE INTERESTED, CHAPTERS TOWARD THE END OF THIS BOOK CONTAIN HUGE SPOILERS THAT MAY RUIN OR ALTER THE DESIRED EXPERIENCE AND ENJOYMENT AND IF YOU STILL WISH TO READ THE LAST CHAPTER I SUGGEST CHAPTER 53! Info of my writing style and this book: • This book is written from the first-person point of view. • Seven periods to indicate a change in the scene; to show that time has passed since the last scene. • Bolded names are important characters to the main character and the story • This book contains vulgar and sometimes erotic descriptive language. • This book is targeted toward a young adult audience.Complete
Previously known as 'Hope'. Completed √ "Hope is being able to see that there is light despite all the darkness" Everyone has a story. Some choose to tell while others prefer not too. Do you know the feeling of going through something that you wouldn't even want the person you dislike the most to go through? The feeling of having to put up a front, a fake smile, just so that others wouldn't worry? The feeling of not being able to tell others because you don't want to burden them with your problems? Well that's how Olivia Brown lives her life. Do you know how it feels when you care for somebody to the extent where if anything were to happen to them, you wouldn't know what to do with your life anymore? The only thing which gave William Anderson joy, his ray of hope, was gone. Will Olivia be able to show him what's it like to live life again or end up losing her own hope? -- Highest Ranks: #138 in Teen Fiction #3 in Young adult
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