Can You Feel It?
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  • Reads 13,973
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  • Parts 22
  • Time 4h 0m
Ongoing, First published Dec 30, 2022
❝The FBI Agent with walls of steel and The Mafia Spy who couldn't feel.❞

🎭

"Can you feel it?"
"Feel what?"
"My love for you."

•♡•

Kaya Skeats (real name: Artemis Crawford) could not, actually, feel his love. Because she couldn't feel or express much at all.
Suffering from alexythemia, the inability to verbalise, express and place emotions; Kaya was a weapon of seduction honed by the Chicago Outfit. 
And now she had no more than four months to complete her hardest mission so far. 

Mixing FBI business with Mafia pleasure.

Erex (Rex) Di Castillo had made it his life's mission to bring down a branch of the Outfit. It was justice that the Special Agent of the FBI's Organized Crimes Department sought, not love. As a man who kept to himself, women had no place in his life, not for one night and certainly not for a lifetime. But the deadly beauty with a sharp tongue invading each aspect of his life was making him question things.

She was a blank canvas so he became the spectrum of colors in her life.
The spectrum of emotions.

But with the good...
There always comes the bad.

And for Erex and Kaya, the game of love, deceit and guns was doomed from the start.

-🎭-

Thank you for reading, don't forget to vote and comment! (Temporarily on Hold) it's HEA.
TWs: violence, SA, mental health issues, crimes, allusions to sex, steamy.
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