destined for each other in another life

why does nobody talk about how hard it can be when you lost yourself to another person?
i legit can't tell myself why i'm feeling that way, and i wish i wouldn't
i can't get it. am i obsessed? am i so dumb to can't move on?
i think my feelings are much stronger than other persons feel
it's been 2 years since i love you and it's funny that i actually never said the 3 words to you even though i said the words to other persons but honestly you are the only one i have ever loved
hilarious how you made me feel i never felt like that with another person but i'm begging god even though you made me feel the best to let me go
and it's truly not your fault, you just didn't felt what i felt
being the backup, the second option is terrible but i got it, i could never mess with her she's all a woman needs
brown long wavy hair
green shiny eyes
perfekt skin
pretty with or without makeup
bright shining smile
dresses perfekt
sill i remember how i laid on your chest hearing you breath
you looking in my eyes into my soul
us watching the stars together
it truly makes me cry every single time
so please let the curse end i'm begging for 2023 to be free
you'll always be my fist love and now i'm gonna say it i love you so hard that i can't breath anymore.
but i'm beginning at the start, a love story that never should existed