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When I Lose
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CeruleanPx
Ongoing, First published Dec 31, 2022
arrangedmarriageclichedramafakeidentityfil-amfilipinoforcedmarriagenewauthorpainfulrichromancetaglishunrequitedyoungadult
The mood is perfect for the special night, with the ballad song played in the background and the dim lights setting the mood. I really felt something inside na tila ba dinuduyan ako sa ere. 

His gorgeous eyes staring intently, embracing his broad arms gently. And his beautiful smile that I've never seen. 

But then I realize, it's not me ...

Looking from afar,  my heart is throbbing. Nahihilo ako sa mga pangyayari at hindi ko alam if it's because of the drink or it's my foolish situation I chose to enter.

I imagined myself that today finally I will be caught into his arms. Feeling his warm to ease the pain inside. My tears fall like rain, blinding my sight, and at that point, realization strike me hard. From the very start, I already lose ...
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