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When I Lose
CeruleanPx
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Em andamento, Primeira publicação em dez 31, 2022
arrangedmarriageclichedramafakeidentityfil-amfilipinoforcedmarriagenewauthorpainfulrichromancetaglishunrequitedyoungadult
The mood is perfect for the special night, with the ballad song played in the background and the dim lights setting the mood. I really felt something inside na tila ba dinuduyan ako sa ere. 

His gorgeous eyes staring intently, embracing his broad arms gently. And his beautiful smile that I've never seen. 

But then I realize, it's not me ...

Looking from afar,  my heart is throbbing. Nahihilo ako sa mga pangyayari at hindi ko alam if it's because of the drink or it's my foolish situation I chose to enter.

I imagined myself that today finally I will be caught into his arms. Feeling his warm to ease the pain inside. My tears fall like rain, blinding my sight, and at that point, realization strike me hard. From the very start, I already lose ...
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STROKE OF LUCK (Completed)

66 capítulos Concluída Maduro

Nagising ako na masakit ang buo kong katawan. I stood dazed and confused. What had just happened, I thought I was dreaming. I prayed I was dreaming. Suddenly I felt a bit damp on my womanhoód. It was real! I burst into tears nang maalala ko ang nangyari. I was raped! Paulit-ulit akong gînahasa ng lalaking hindi ko kilala. Humagulgol ako ng iyak. It hurts! Every inch of me hurt. I still felt his hânds on me. I still felt him insîde me. I still felt the pain What that man put me through was absolutely horrific. He rapéd me over and over again. I thought it would never end. Nakakadiri. Ang dumi-dumi ko na! There's nothing I could do but cry so hard and embrace the painful truth. There is no such a fairy tale! No heroes to come and to save me from danger. No happy ending for me. For a rape victim like me! #143 IN ROMANCE 11/01/17

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