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When I Lose

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Reads 112
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arrangedmarriage cliche drama fakeidentity fil-am filipino forcedmarriage newauthor painful rich romance taglish unrequited youngadult

The mood is perfect for the special night, with the ballad song played in the background and the dim lights setting the mood. I really felt something inside na tila ba dinuduyan ako sa ere. 

His gorgeous eyes staring intently, embracing his broad arms gently. And his beautiful smile that I've never seen. 

But then I realize, it's not me ...

Looking from afar,  my heart is throbbing. Nahihilo ako sa mga pangyayari at hindi ko alam if it's because of the drink or it's my foolish situation I chose to enter.

I imagined myself that today finally I will be caught into his arms. Feeling his warm to ease the pain inside. My tears fall like rain, blinding my sight, and at that point, realization strike me hard. From the very start, I already lose ...All Rights Reserved

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Reflection of Dreams (In His Eyes #1) by ZTnarratives

[COMPLETED] "I don't want to marry you," sabi ko, may diin sa bawat bigkas ng salita. "I will never marry you. Gumuho man ang mundo, Zach. Hinding hindi ako papakasal sayo." I said it with so much derision I hope he understands my deep hatred for him. Chandria Pardevall was born into a wealthy family. Growing up with an elite lifestyle, she knows very well how the society and the people in it works. Kaya naman nang kumalat ang balita na ikakasal sya sa anak ng matalik na kaibigan ng kanyang pamilya, alam nyang wala syang kawala. She never liked Zacharias Ferruccio, but not until he offered her something she couldn't resist. So, she made a deal. But things never go exactly as planned. Dreams are realized and hearts are betrayed as her own feelings take another turn. And in making a decision for herself, she just might jeopardize that one thing her heart truly beats for.

Let's Fake this for Real by Bluelivv

Don't fall in love with me, though. I don't do relationships and I don't believe in commitments. Just a little precaution lang dahil women tend to fall for me. Don't like you to be broken hearted and miserable after this ordeal." He said smugly and Leigh couldn't help but scoffed. Yabang ng lalaking to! Ako mafa-fall sa kanya? Asa. "Don't worry. You're the kind of guy my mother likes and you know what?" she asked matching the same smug look on his face. "You see, mama and I are exactly polar opposites. Ang gusto ko, ayaw niya kaya hindi ko kailan man magugustuhan ang tulad mo Mr. Castillo. So sorry for bursting your bubbles this early." Phil nodded and leaned on his back looking quite satisfied. At hindi niya pinahalatang nasugatan ng konti ang ego niya. So may babae pa palang immune sa charms niya. "Good, that's wonderful to hear. I can't afford to have an overly-dramatic clingy woman right now. What do you say Ms. Santiago?" Phil gave her a challenging look. Leigh flipped her glossy black hair and smiled. "Count me in... babe." Fin 06/18/20 ***I don't own the photo*** ***credits to the original owner***

Secretly Married To Popular Prince by SweetnSpice21

(completed) paano kung yung taong pinangarap mo noon ay asawa mona pala, magkaiba ang gusto, magkaiba ang ugali, magkaiba ang pangarap. pero iisa lang ang nasa puso at isip , kahit walang nakakaalam sa relasyon nila , alam nilang silang dalawa ang itinadhana simula noong una. Sa dinami dami ng tao sa mundo bakit ako pa? Bakit ako pa yung napagdesisyunan nilang ipa arranged marriage lahat ng mga ginagawa ko binabawalan ako. Wala din akong mga kaibigan dahil sa mahigpit na pag iingat namin. Ako din nahihirapan na sa sitawasyo ko pero masaya naman ako kahit papano. Alam ko namang hindi talaga nya ako mahal kasi arranged marriage lang kami. Ang sakit lang kasi isipin na arranged marriage nga kayo pero may mga babae naman sya na pinaglalaruan alam kung wala akong karapatan na diktahan sya sa mga ginagawa nya pero mahal ko sya eh. Tadhana na lang siguro ang magsabi kong kami ba talaga ang itinakda. Warning: THIS STORY HAS A LOT OF GRAMMATICAL ERRORS AND TYPOS IT'S A UNEDITED VERSION STORY OF MINE.

Speak Now by RenFernandezIgama

Introduction: Kung sinabi ko lang sana yung tunay kong nararamdaman noon sa kanya, hindi sana aabot sa puntong ikakasal siya sa ibang babae. Pero gaano ba ako nakakasiguro na mahal din niya ako? Di naman diba? Mayaman siya, mahirap ako. Sikat siya, ako hindi. Gwapo siya, ako hindi (Malamang babae ako)... Nagsisisi talaga ako dahil hindi ako naging tapat sa sarili ko. Kaya yun, ikakasal na sa iba yung taong pinakamamahal ko nang patago... Tapos hindi pa ako naimbitahan sa kasal nila? Whatda!? Eh kaibigan ko naman siya? Kagagawan to ng kanyang very lovely bride-to-be-lechon! Hanggang sa naging mabangis ako! Oo, isang mabangis na kontrabidang sisira sa buhay ng babaeng pakakasalan niya! Wahahahahahaha! Gagawin kong miserable ang buhay ng malanding babaeng yun!!! Copyright @ 2015 All Rights Reserved This story is protected under the copyright laws of the Philippines. Any unauthorized exhibition, distribution, or copying of this story or any part thereof may result in civil liability and criminal prosecution. The story, all names, and incidents portrayed are fictitious. No identification with actual persons, places, buildings, and products are intended or should be inferred.

Why Do You Love Me (Pontevedra Series #2) by raixxne

Fate. What is fate? According to my research, it is to be destined to happen, turn out, or act in a particular way. Iyon na ang dapat na mangyari e-nangyari na e. May magagawa pa ba? It is what it is kaya tatanggapin na lang? Para bang kahit anong mangyari sa buhay mo, wala ka nang magagawa. Iyon ang nakatadhana, iyon ang dapat na mangyari, iyon ang nakasulat sa libro ng buhay mo kaya wala na. Tanggapin mo na lang. I was born rich. Nakukuha ko ang lahat ng gusto ko-kailangan ko man o hindi. My attitude and personality was already rotten that nobody can tame me except for the man who introduced himself as my fiancee. If my parents were both heartless for me, he isn't. Ako lagi. Ako muna bago ang iba-bago siya. But, the story of my life isn't favor of me. From being proud and arrogant, I became pathetic. Good thing that I have him. He is always the shoulder that I always have to lean on. He is like my guardian angel for taking care of me. Siya lang talaga ang may kayang umunawa sa akin. Siya lang talaga ang nag-iisang umiintindi sa akin. That's why I kept on asking him, why - why does he love me so much?

When Love Did Its All Duties (COMPLETED) by mariesagcal

Hindi ko alam na ganito ang kahahantungan sa pag nanais kong wag siyang mag alala at masaktan, pero napakasakit isipin na ang lahat ng hangad kong iyon ang mangyayari ay kabaligtaran. All I want was to make her happy, not to get hurt... but what did I do? I caused her pain. I couldn't blame her because I understand what's she is pointing out. But it also pains me, knowing that all I want was to protect her and keep her unharmed but this things still happened. At kay Tyrone pa siya humingi ng pabor. Hindi ko alam ngayon kung ano pa ba ang iisipin at gagawin ko. Wala akong nagawa nang umalis sya... bagaman mahal na mahal ko ay hindi ko na nakuhang magmakaawang wag syang umalis dahil kitang kitang lubos ko syang nasasaktan. I heaved a deep sigh then closed my eye, remembering all the moments that we're together. Masakit isipin na yung taong pinakamamahal mo ay nagawa kang iwanan, na ang tanging hangad mo lang naman na maprotektahan siya pero yun pa yung naging dahilan. Pero hindi ko siya masisisi dahil naiintindihan ko. But when love did its all duties, every person who loves will be happy. No matter what the situations are. Whether you get back your love ones or not. ---

I'll save you this time by iveneverbeenoticed

He's breathing shallowly,eyes closed. . Mark hang in there. .please. . He holds my hand na nasa pisngi niya at hinigpitan yun. I can't hold it in anymore. . Andaya mo. .andaya daya mo. . I said while my tears are running down to my cheeks. Handa naman. .akong saluhin yung bala. .bakit? Then he slowly opened he's eyes and looked into mine. Then he started crying.. And his blood is coming out of his lips.. I cried even more.. I... I... Love you... H... Honey •••••••••••••••••••••••• In just a blink of an eye . . I Lost Him. . I Lost. . My Love. . My Husband. .Mark

Cupid's Fool ✔ by IcePrincessStories

Blizzard Series #1 #537 IN GENERAL FICTION Isang pana lang pala ni Kupido, maiinlove na ako agad. I am in love with that hot farmer. Mayaman ang pamilya namin at mahirap siya. My dad loves me and he agreeded to arrange our marriage in exchange for his sister's future. He never loves me like how he loves my best friend, my best friend also loves him back. And I made a mistake that will make him hate me forever. That makes me a cupid's fool. Tanga ako sa pag-ibig. Nanlilimos ako ng pag-ibig sa kanya. Nagpapakatanga ako sa kanya. I will do everything for him in exchange for love. But I never thought love could be unfair. Should I give up? I think, there's only one solution. Give up.

BRIDE SERIES 1: Wife Of Faith (Completed) by SweetAga16

Completed: September 17, 2018 NOTE: This story contains disturbing content, including violence and abuse. It is for mature readers only and not suitable for minors. The author is not responsible for how the story affects you. By reading, you understand what the story is about and choose to continue at your own risk. Reader discretion is advised. ||•SPG•|| R-18 Bawal sa mga hindi open minded:) - - - - - "You're not perfect. Forgive yourself." Ellaiza Vivero Sa isang pagkakamali nasisira ang binuong tiwala ng tao. Tila anay na sisira sa 'yo. Isang pagkakamali lamang mababago ang lahat. Pagmamahal Tiwala At Respeto Pero sa isa nga bang pagkakamaling 'yon, ang isusukli mong kapalit ay... Sakit... Physically And Emotionally... "Lahat ng bagay ay may limitasyon and its up to us kung kailangan na ba nating kumilos - na magdesisyon kung sobra na o tama na." Ellaiza Vivero

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Reflection of Dreams (In His Eyes #1) cover

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Speak Now cover

Why Do You Love Me (Pontevedra Series #2) cover

When Love Did Its All Duties (COMPLETED) cover

I'll save you this time cover

Cupid's Fool ✔ cover

BRIDE SERIES 1: Wife Of Faith (Completed) cover

Reflection of Dreams (In His Eyes #1)

[COMPLETED] "I don't want to marry you," sabi ko, may diin sa bawat bigkas ng salita. "I will never marry you. Gumuho man ang mundo, Zach. Hinding hindi ako papakasal sayo." I said it with so much derision I hope he understands my deep hatred for him. Chandria Pardevall was born into a wealthy family. Growing up with an elite lifestyle, she knows very well how the society and the people in it works. Kaya naman nang kumalat ang balita na ikakasal sya sa anak ng matalik na kaibigan ng kanyang pamilya, alam nyang wala syang kawala. She never liked Zacharias Ferruccio, but not until he offered her something she couldn't resist. So, she made a deal. But things never go exactly as planned. Dreams are realized and hearts are betrayed as her own feelings take another turn. And in making a decision for herself, she just might jeopardize that one thing her heart truly beats for.