Hot Mess Express
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You didn't expect things to end up this way. Growing up in Marley, you have longed your whole life to find your father to fill the void left when he abandoned your family before you were born. With only your backpack and a lot of courage, you've set off to Paradis, California in search of the father who left you behind. What you didn't expect to find was the friendship, love and pain you'd experience along the way.
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Y/n x Jean modern day AU
Started: 12/31/22
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