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Painful Love

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Reads 2,561
Votes 227
Parts 22
Time 9h 14m

Mature

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A series of one-shots following the same background story.

Alec Lightwood was just a kid when his father, Robert, started abusing him. His mother, Maryse, had left them. After 18 years of Robert's abuse, Alec meets someone, Caleb Wright. A young man, just like him, a bit older, who shows him that he can be loved, until he changes.

Years later, Magnus Bane finds Alec in the streets, homeless.
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This is a very explicit series! There's abuse, domestic violence, self-harm, gaslighting, rape, panic attacks, explicit flashbacks... most of them are implicit, but still, read at your own risk!

Most of the one-shots are named after songs, so you may recognize some of them!

I do not own these characters, only Caleb is made up! They belong to Cassandra Clare, The Mortal Instruments series!All Rights Reserved

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The Magnitude of True Love

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