Painful Love - Angel (She/They) - Wattpad

Painful Love

Reads 2,475
Votes 227
Parts 22
Time 9h 14m

Reads 2,475
Votes 227
Parts 22
Time 9h 14m

Mature

abuse abusiverelationship aleclightwood angst bisexual boyfriends cat chairmanmeow domesticviolence fluff gay help love magnusbane malec queer recovery robertlightwood shadowhunters themortalinstruments violence

A series of one-shots following the same background story.

Alec Lightwood was just a kid when his father, Robert, started abusing him. His mother, Maryse, had left them. After 18 years of Robert's abuse, Alec meets someone, Caleb Wright. A young man, just like him, a bit older, who shows him that he can be loved, until he changes.

Years later, Magnus Bane finds Alec in the streets, homeless.
-
This is a very explicit series! There's abuse, domestic violence, self-harm, gaslighting, rape, panic attacks, explicit flashbacks... most of them are implicit, but still, read at your own risk!

Most of the one-shots are named after songs, so you may recognize some of them!

I do not own these characters, only Caleb is made up! They belong to Cassandra Clare, The Mortal Instruments series!All Rights Reserved

abuse abusiverelationship aleclightwood angst bisexual boyfriends cat chairmanmeow domesticviolence fluff gay help love magnusbane malec queer recovery robertlightwood shadowhunters themortalinstruments violence

22 parts

Sign up to add Painful Love to your library and receive updates

or

Content Guidelines

You may also like

Entrusted [1]《SHADOWHUNTERS》 by SiennaFleegal

"She put a binding rune on the door. I can't get it open." "I'd say she doesn't want to see you." #1 in "magnus" Andina Wayland has grown up with the Lightwoods and her brother at her side. Just as she finds something that uproots all she remembers about her past, a new Shadowhunter appears with their own slew of problems. Between the conflicts of her siblings, Magnus Bane's friendship, and the fight against Valentine, how will Andy cope with everything that gets thrown her way and the overpowering need she feels to protect the ones she loves? Alec Lightwood | Magnus Bane | Andina Wayland Slow burn warning! I do not own The Mortal Instruments, Shadowhunters, nor the characters associated with the series. This story has details from both the show and the books. Season One.

The Act (Malec AU) by Ayana2570

This is a Malec AU story. Alec is a young actor who just had his big break. He is going to work together with the well-known actor Magnus Bane. But Alec isn't pleased with this. Because rumors have it that Magnus is bisexual, and Alec is trying to be straight. But how is he going to keep playing straight when Magnus won't stop shamelessly fliting with him? I don't own the rights to these characters. They belong to Cassandra Clare and freeform. A special thanks to Matthew Daddario and Harry Shum jr. For inspiring the look of these characters

Malec ONE SHOTS by Thatonegirlfromoz

This will be a collection of short stories of Magnus Bane x Alec Lightwood from the series The Mortal instruments, although I will primarily be going based on the tv series Shadowhunters. I do not own any of the characters I am merely writing the misadventures. Will include pre written prompts, AU, and just made up adventures and potentially chapters in addition to just single chapter stories. Enjoy! :D Cover is courtesy of the amazing Sparkly_Malec!! <3

The Omega by BouncerGirl

Three months after Alec Lightwood presented as an Omega on his eighteen birthday, his first heat arrives. As the only Omega Shadowhunter, unmated and unclaimed, what will he do? Please note than I do not own the characters from The Mortal Instruments or The Mortal Instruments themselves. They belong to Cassandra Clare. Additionally, I do not own any of the photos or music /music videos you may see within this story. While I do not own the rights to any of the characters created by Cassandra Clare or specific details from The Mortal Instruments I do own the rights to this story. I own the rights to all original characters. You will also find several alterations to the characters created by Cassandra Clare and details that differ from her story and the TV show. THIS STORY CONTAINS A GREAT DEAL OF hardcore MALE/MALE SMUT - You can read the story while skipping it. Modifications are being made to the chapters to put all smut sections in BOLD. Each chapter that has smut is clearly labeled. 🔞🔞🔞. I am in no way responsible for any minors who elect to read this story the despite the disclaimers and warnings. Feel free to email me at BrandyMarieBailey@hotmail.com. No haters please!

My Love by NataliaIsNautilus

Alec starts a relationship with Magnus Bane the High Warlock of Brooklyn after the unlikely but fateful night when he is dragged to a party by his siblings and Clary and the other mundane Alec doesn't care enough about to remember his name. Alec doesn't know about it now but his life will never be the same. Magnus makes Alec feel alive in ways he's never felt before and Alec can't help but fall deeper in love with Magnus. But then, so many things have happened that threaten to tear them apart. Alec knows that his relationship won't be accepted. But will Alec chose Magnus over everything? Even when the stakes are high, the choices are hard and nothing is ever good and evil? Magnus Bane instantly falls for Alexander Lightwood, the first person he has truly felt love for in centuries. What he doesn't know is that all of his past, what he's worked so hard to cover up and forget will be brought to back to the light. When his life just seems to be going right, he's got Alexander Lightwood as his boyfriend and a job protecting his people, he gets the first visit at the Institute telling him that the peace in his life was over, and then a visit from three friends that he only sees when things go wrong and then everything is thrown around and his hopes of keeping his history to himself is over. Will Magnus be able to keep Alec as his boyfriend or will all of his past mistakes ruin yet another thing? Will Magnus be able to use his past to his advantage or will the pain consume him? And what happens when Greater Demons come into the mix? Will Malec stand the test of hardships and time? Find out in My Love. Many characters and places are owned by Cassandra Clare. There are some characters, places and the plot is mine. Cover art is doesn't by @IAmSage88

Saving the Lightwood (BoyxBoy) by I-Wright-Fanfics

Alexander Lightwood. A reserved, loving, protecive Shadowhunter. Magnus Bane. A confident, glittery, powerful Warlock. These two, somehow, met eachother and finally allowed themselves to love. So, what happens what Alec suddenly goes missing? Times running out and Magnus has to find him as soon as possible. With the help of Alec's sister, Isabelle and Parabatai, Jace, Magnus scours Brooklyn and beyond to find him. Set after the events of CoHF. Disclaimer: I do not own any characters in this book, apart from one of my own creation, those rights belong to Cassandra Clare. This is merely here as a fanfiction with moments of SPOILERS WARNING:Although this is under 'not mature' there will still be moments of sexual tension but nothing too out there. So NO SEX SCENES AS A PART OF THIS.

RED by BarbaraSz8

Alec Lightwood had a successful life. He worked damn hard for it. But at the same time he was lonely. Experienced yet inexperienced. He craved love and knew he would never have it. He craved real feelings, to be loved for who he was, to be loved in a way that would satisfy him, but he knew that was an unreachable dream for him. So he buried his true self deep inside himself. So deeply that he slowly began to believe that his own false reality was real. And it worked for 28 years. Until he saw Magnus Bane in a red light window on the streets of Amsterdam. ➡️ NOTES: I was in Amsterdam a week ago. I went to the red light district. The place has such an aura that of course my Malec writing brain cells almost exploded. I started writing this the same day, during my vacation. I was going to write a oneshot...but by the end (as usual) I couldn't stop. It will be 3-5 chapters, but this time they will be shorter than usual - about 1K word / chapters. ⚠️ Warning 🔞 The story is ONLY for ages 18 +. This is adult content. I can't deny it, the atmosphere of the place turned me on...and it turned Alec on... also Magnus, of course... **** English is not my first language. Please don't compare the characters with the characters in Cassandra Claire's books. In my story you will only find references to the TV series. (I don't own any of the characters. All belong to Cassandra Claire. The story is my own. You'll find a few references to the TV series. I only use the names to make it easier to relate to the story)

Arrested // Malec by aaberg_mathilda

Alec Lightwood is 21 years old and has promptly been arrested for being complicit in a group assault on a older gentleman that tried to commit rape on his younger sister, Isabelle Lightwood. The punishment is 5 years behind bars and not enough with that, the one who captured Alec is his very own brother, Jace Herondale. Jace has been a part of the NY police department for about a year now and even though his own sister was the victim this time, he can't choose family before his job. He swore an ode when he first got his badge and that is something he won't give up on that easy, not even for Alec. 5 years in prison may seem like an eternity and that is exactly what Alec expects it to be, but what he didn't expect was to meet Magnus Bane. He's 23 years old and arrested for murdering his very own stepfather, but the reason isn't what everyone thinks it is. It's much worse. Diagnosed with schizophrenia, Magnus doesn't quiet know what's real or not, but one thing he knows for sure is that ever since Alec Lightwood arrived at the prison, the voices in his head has begun to disappear. The question is, will Magnus be able to survive the silence?

Campus Crush by sassykasie

Alec is a college student just having a good time. Everything starts to change for him when he meets Magnus. Alec is taken over by how different he is and in college there's no promise everything is going to last. This is a Malec AU currently being written in Alec's point of view. **Disclaimer, I do not own these characters. They are based off the characters of Cassandra Clare's Mortal Instruments series. **Warning, there are some mature chapters. If you don't like it you've been warned.

The Magnitude of True Love by CcElizabeth0813

*This is the first installment of the Malec Rewritten series.* *Disclaimer: This story contains possible spoilers. I recommend reading the whole (TMI) series before reading this. "He gently put his hands on each side of my head and brought his lips down to meet mine. When our lips met, I felt like the rest of the world didn't matter." Have you ever felt a love so strong, but it was forbidden? Alec Lightwood is a young, gay Shadowhunter who falls in love with a glittery, bisexual Warlock. He falls in love with Magnus Bane. Their love is not only forbidden to Alec's parents, but it is forbidden to all Shadowhunters. What will happen when Alec finally tells his parents about their relationship? Read to uncover and follow their love story as it takes them down an unfamiliar and untraveled path.

You may also like

Slide 1 of 10

Entrusted [1]《SHADOWHUNTERS》 cover

The Act (Malec AU) cover

Malec ONE SHOTS cover

The Omega cover

Saving the Lightwood (BoyxBoy) cover

Arrested // Malec cover

Campus Crush cover

The Magnitude of True Love cover

Entrusted [1]《SHADOWHUNTERS》

"She put a binding rune on the door. I can't get it open." "I'd say she doesn't want to see you." #1 in "magnus" Andina Wayland has grown up with the Lightwoods and her brother at her side. Just as she finds something that uproots all she remembers about her past, a new Shadowhunter appears with their own slew of problems. Between the conflicts of her siblings, Magnus Bane's friendship, and the fight against Valentine, how will Andy cope with everything that gets thrown her way and the overpowering need she feels to protect the ones she loves? Alec Lightwood | Magnus Bane | Andina Wayland Slow burn warning! I do not own The Mortal Instruments, Shadowhunters, nor the characters associated with the series. This story has details from both the show and the books. Season One.