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Out Of The Light

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blood depression love sad suicide

No one understands. 
No one gets it.
No one knows what it feels like. 

Jasper Caine is a nobody.
An outcast among outcasts. 
He wants to be noticed,
but no one notices him. 
He wants a better life, 
but no matter what he'll always find him.
He wants to be somebody. 
He wants to be normal.
Is it normal to hate yourself? 
Is it normal to have more scars than friends? 
Is it normal to be afraid to die,  and be afraid to live at the same time?

In Jasper's life, normal is being beaten every night,
Cutting his wrists every morning, 
Liking the sight of blood and death.
It's normal to be hated and to be unwanted.
It's normal to want to die.
For him, that is.


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