A War in my heart
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I know that the world we live in no one truly cares any more. Or they probably never cared anyways. We just breathe and just exist. There are no more demons in hell because they are here. People say you don't know what you have until you lose it, that's right. But through the years of being alone, no one understands you because they don't care. To me that was very true until I met the first love of my life, Louis Tomlinson.
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