Behind every smile

Twenty-three year old Ryan Sengali is your typical hot, rich playboy, partying and fucking his way through life. Adopted with no sense of belonging and a feeling of insatiable emptiness until he falls in-love with his brothers murderer!! Shit maybe he is as dark and twisted as his father he tried so hard to forget.

"There was a point in my life where I always saw things in black and white, good and bad, angels and demons, you get the fucking point. There were no gray areas for me. You see I was adopted by the ideal American couple. I went to the best schools, got the best clothes, cars, the jumpstart in life that every kid needed. Don't get me wrong my life wasn't perfect. It had it's moments. I mean my parents loved me, but there is just something more special about having a son that came from the womb. The doctors told my mom she couldn't have kids so, when she found out she was pregnant with my brother Ben, not only was he from the womb so to speak but, he was a got damn miracle baby! They spoiled him into a bit of an asshole to be honest but he was my asshole! After Ben was born, I always felt like I had to work even harder for my parents love. I got straight A's, never tried drugs, full ride scholarship, even tried to be a virgin. Key word tried. I know what you're thinking. What does this have to do with anything? Don't worry I'm getting there. My life was boring. It felt like I was a robot always doing what I thought was the right thing. I was alive but I wasn't living. I always felt like I was just going through the motions like everyone else. We were all just pretending to be happy. Wearing smiles like mask because we weren't comfortable with being ourselves. That changed for me after Ben introduced me to a woman! A woman that could steal your breath with a smile, an angel followed by demons, the woman that lit the fire in my soul, a woman who I followed through the depths of hell...Zaria."