The fear of falling apart (Frerard)

He was driving me insane, with the way he was looking at me, talking and the way he acted was just too much to handle. I wanted him to be mine, but I knew I had no chance of that happening... He was just too good for me. I feel like he's playing mind tricks with me. Every time he smiles something turns around in my head, even if it's just a little curl on the lips, his face lights up and it's like everything else is dark and his smile is the only thing lighting up the path through life. It drives me insane. His touches feel like happiness and I can't stop missing them when one of us breaks the contact. He's the first person to drive me the good kind of insane. His name is Gerard Way and I'm falling in love with him.