Lola, a young girl of the age of seventeen, has to move in with her father after the untimely death of her mother. She was closer with her mother than with any other human. Can she find her way out of the dark hole she's plunged into with the help of so many new people around her? Or will she continue to suffer, slowly putting less and less effort into hiding her pain? *hey the first like five chapters suck. I just did my first thorough proofread and kinda hat them. but it's a trust the process kinda story lol. it gets better, sorry. Also, I apologize for any misrepresentation or information, I swear I'm trying my best.* TW: Depress!on, Su!c!de, Alc0h0l, Injuries, mildly offensive language **much later author's note. This story may or may not suck. read at your own risk. its a bit of an unsatisfying ending lmao