I'm tired.
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Last published Fri, Jan 6, 2023
My name is Noah Rojas, This is my story.
I've moved schools eight times in two years due to my peers. None of them have ever really accepted me. I never really made any friends, the ones that I did make just turned their backs on me to save their own skin.
Figures.
⚠warning⚠️ this book contains mentions of self harm, suicide and more. please read with caution.
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