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Ellery Cohen 

A 3-year-old little girl that was born because two people couldn't keep their hands from one another for one night. One night that Ellery is constantly reminded of for 2 years before she is dragged to an unknown state to be left with people she doesn't have a clue about. 

"Standing there, watching all these people rush past me, made me wonder why I was so small and they were so big and scary" 

Left by her mother for her father, whom she has no clue about, to look after her while he has a busy schedule himself. 

A busy schedule leaves room for things to be forgotten, or rather little people to be forgotten by people you have just met. 

"I understood why he left me in this stinky room, but I just hope he comes back soon because I can't stand this stench and being alone for any longer than what feels like hours on end" 

How will Miles cope with his little girl? Will he keep her or leave her for someone else to look after, just like her mother did? All Ellery wants is to be kept by someone who is related to her for more than 2 years. 

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*TW: some themes may be distressing to some people*
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